I abruptly stopped blogging after my GMAT exam. I took the test and I couldn't be more devastated after seeing my score of 700. It was certainly a improvement from my previous score but my target score was 730 and I knew from my previous year experience that I wouldn't get admits for my profile from the universities I would want to go with 700. I blamed this failure on everything that I could think of - my circumstances, my schooling and my childhood and I even lost confidence in myself for a short period of time. I woke up to the reality, and started hunting for different options. I realized that I may not be the best, but I can certainly aim to make myself the best of what I can be. A good friend of mine once told me when I was in college - "Hemant, the best thing about you is that you are never stuck with a failure and you invent new opportunities and that is your strength". I completely forgot my strengths for a year and I was stuck with what I couldn't achieve. This, I believe is my biggest failure in my life.
Below are the main reasons, based on which I chose my schools.
1) I didn’t want to go to Indian bschool (Exception being IIM ABC) – The main reason being - diversity in my class. Trust me I didn’t know how that would impact my learning process when I was applying, but I just took it for granted as one of my fundamental reasons. Why the IIM’s are exception though they have no diversity is because of one and only one reason – “Pride Factor”. Every Indian would know what I mean by pride factor. But I know I wouldn’t stand a chance of making my way into one of them - so what’s the point in trying hard?. Besides I was never really convinced that learning in IIM’s would be phenomenal because most peers in class are inexperienced and no cultural diversity.
2) 2-Year program – Most people, who completed MBA, would say the best time of their life was while doing MBA. And I wanted to live each and every moment of my life consciously knowing that these are going to be the best days of my life – Full 2 years. This was the main reason why I never looked at programs in Europe.
3) Top 20 Schools – Job Prospects and strong peer networking. Babson is the only exception, which attracted me because of strong entrepreneurial community apart from top 20 schools.
4) Case Study model – I am kind of person who would understand when I see things in action. And case studies are the best way of learning. I investigated carefully to find out the schools in which programs are more based on case studies and I ended up with 4 of them.
5) For some reason I preferred small school community where everyone knows everyone. I agree there are certain disadvantages, however I preferred small class and small school size. Honestly, there is no rational explanation, when I chose this as one of my criteria. Till certain point of time I perceived that small class and small school strength are one and the same. And I didn’t even ask anyone got that clarified because I thought its too silly
I started my application process to Tier-2 universities in US. This decision was totally against one of my fundamental objectives - going to top 20 B-Schools abroad, the reality forced me to opt out. That’s when I started reasoning backwards and reevaluated my requirements and the reasons behind the requirements. Now its time that I get back to my exam preparation. Story telling is definitely a good break.